Tuesday, December 28, 2010
FUCKER YOU BITCH !!!
HYE GURL KORG XPERLU LA NAK MENGATAL DENGAN BF AKU ASAL LA DENGAN KAU NI KN ? DAH XLAKU SGT KE SMPAI BF ORG PUN KORG NAK KEBAS ! PLEZZZ LA JAGE LA SIKIT SIKAP KAU 2 JGN LA NAK TUJUK YG KAU 2 MCM PERLACUR SANGAT DOE ! AKU RASE MUKE KAU NI XDE LA HODOH MNE KAN ? APE SAL BF AKU JUGAK KAU NK MENGEDIK !!!!!!! AKU MALAS NK CAKAP BANYAK DENGAN KAU ! IF AKU JUMPE KAU DEPAN DEPAN MMG MUKE KAU AKU DAH BGI MKN PENUMBUK AKU FREE FREE JE SIAL !!!! PLEZZ JANGAN NAK KACAU HUBUNGAN ORG !!!! AND JAGE SIKIT PERANGAI BOHSIA KAU 2 !!!!!!
22.12.2010 HANYE TGGL KENANGAN !!!!!
ILOVEYOU LA SYGG :)
Eyas shamin & nur balqis aiza :)
BBY PINDIK BIE TINGGI :) HEE
ILOVEYOU SO MUCH !!!
NI SMUE HNYE TGGL KENANGAN ANTARA AKU DGN DEA :(
Thursday, December 23, 2010
MYMEMORY :(
iloveyousomuch sygg !! i need you and i want you b :(
u la segale gale untuk i sygg ! nthing to says ! I REALLY LOVEYOU EYAS SHAMIN ???????? ATAS NI HNYE MEMORY AKU DG EYAS !!! KECEWA DGN SIKAP DEA TGGL KAN AKU !! FUCK !!!!!!!!!!
22.12.2010
meet with him <3 ILOVEYOU EYAS SHAMIN !
and tgk movie cerite AKU MASIH DARA ! first first mmg best lame lame agak bosan ! grrrrrr ! sampai u tertdo dlm movie ! hee :) really missyou b walau pun kite bru jmpe smlm rase xpuas je jmpe you !
and now tggu pic i dgn u msuk dekat blog ni !
ILOVEYOU SYGG <3
and tgk movie cerite AKU MASIH DARA ! first first mmg best lame lame agak bosan ! grrrrrr ! sampai u tertdo dlm movie ! hee :) really missyou b walau pun kite bru jmpe smlm rase xpuas je jmpe you !
and now tggu pic i dgn u msuk dekat blog ni !
ILOVEYOU SYGG <3
Fatin syafikah :)
fatin syafika:) The first time i see you wear the headscarf, OMG, you are so beautiful baby, and we hang out near the food court, we are not eating, just GOSSIP, a section of the budget HOT girls near fb:) hahaha !
bf i dengan bf u mule bengang dengan kite cuz story lame sgt maklum la kn kite jarang jumpe biler dapat jmpe mcm mcm cerite kite nak GOSSIP kn ? hahaha,
urm,bile dah gelak same same i pulak gelak kuat oh time 2 , sorry sygg :( but kite still cool time 2. pukul 7.30 bf u nak blik so time 2 dah xdpt nk GOSSIP lagi kan sygg ? urrmm xpe laen kali kite meet due org je bf xpyh bwk ! hahaha jahat kn i :) hee eyas and bf fatin jgn mrh just joke je la kn ! best sgt meet dgn u sygg :)
Hope you dgn bf kekal lame okey , i doa kan yang terbaik untuk u sygg ! amin !
btw ILOVEYOU FATIN SYAFIKAH <3
Thursday, December 16, 2010
15.12.2010 first date with him :)
happy giler time dgn dea lol rase xnak lpas kn hug dea dari aku :) aku rase bahagia sagt biler dgn dea oh , aku syukur sgt kepade tuhan cuz dea temu kn aku dgn EYAS SHAMIN :) aku xtau nak ckp mcm mne lagi hanye tuhan je tahu bertape aku syg kn dea :) aku akn cube jage dea dengan sebaik baik , hope dea akn jage aku mcm mne aku jage dea . sygg i terlalu sygg kn u :) i hope hubungan kite dapat kekal lame , i knw kakak u xske kan i but i akn try buat dea ske kn i :( i akn laku kan selagi i boleh buat bnde 2 , b i nak u thu ixnak mintak lebih dari u, i xnk harte u,ixnk kemewahan dari u,cume i nk mintak keikhlasan dari u dan kejujuran :) i knw u xkn percaye ape yg i ckp now , but i akn bukti kn depan u mcm mne kasih sygg i untuk u sygg :) i akan jage u lebih dari nywa i sendiri sygg xde bende lebih berharge kecuali diri u :) i really loveyou sygg :) if i diberi peluang untuk hidup dengan u , i nak u selalu u dismping i and i akn jage mkn minum u dgn sebaik baik mgkin dan i xpernah berhenti mencintai u dan menyanyangi u lebih dari hidup i :) i xkn pernah lepas kn perlukkan u dan ciuman u dari i sygg :) hnye diri u yg i perlu dalam hidup i b :)♥♥♥ ILOVEYOUSOMUCH EYAS SHAMIN :)
happy giler time dgn dea lol rase xnak lpas kn hug dea dari aku :) aku rase bahagia sagt biler dgn dea oh , aku syukur sgt kepade tuhan cuz dea temu kn aku dgn EYAS SHAMIN :) aku xtau nak ckp mcm mne lagi hanye tuhan je tahu bertape aku syg kn dea :) aku akn cube jage dea dengan sebaik baik , hope dea akn jage aku mcm mne aku jage dea . sygg i terlalu sygg kn u :) i hope hubungan kite dapat kekal lame , i knw kakak u xske kan i but i akn try buat dea ske kn i :( i akn laku kan selagi i boleh buat bnde 2 , b i nak u thu ixnak mintak lebih dari u, i xnk harte u,ixnk kemewahan dari u,cume i nk mintak keikhlasan dari u dan kejujuran :) i knw u xkn percaye ape yg i ckp now , but i akn bukti kn depan u mcm mne kasih sygg i untuk u sygg :) i akan jage u lebih dari nywa i sendiri sygg xde bende lebih berharge kecuali diri u :) i really loveyou sygg :) if i diberi peluang untuk hidup dengan u , i nak u selalu u dismping i and i akn jage mkn minum u dgn sebaik baik mgkin dan i xpernah berhenti mencintai u dan menyanyangi u lebih dari hidup i :) i xkn pernah lepas kn perlukkan u dan ciuman u dari i sygg :) hnye diri u yg i perlu dalam hidup i b :)♥♥♥ ILOVEYOUSOMUCH EYAS SHAMIN :)
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
I'm tired of the blame games. Pretending I don't care when I clearly do. My thoughts are attuned to you even when I pretend I'm not thinking of you.
I could try to act like I've forgotten you exist but that's a blatant lie. You live within me - my thoughts, my heart - my soul. You've become a part of me.
Everything reminds me of you, your laugh, your smile, your eyes, your frown. I compare everyone to you and you've raised my standards so high that now, no one can ever match upto you. Everyone lacks something that you have and everyone has a little something that again reminds me of you.
You've creeped into my life and won't let me go. But do I wanna let you go? No. Everyone else is an excuse - the society, family, what will people say - everything. I simply need you.
ILOVEYOU SO MUCH EYAS SHAMIN .
know that life is inconsistent. There are ups and there are downs and there are those in betweens and pauses where you just seem to float on. People say change is good and change happens over time. Sometimes sudden where your world is thrown off and you have to make choices and live with them. Sometimes you just float around in a new environment, mixing with new people, a different culture, absorbing ideas, adopting new things, incorporating, enhancing your personality.
Whereas the ones you left behind watch you change. While they're where you left them, you've moved on so much that after a year when they're full of complains about the new you and all you can think is "What's wrong with that?"
However what may be right for me, might be absolutely unacceptable for you. So by whose standards do we decide what's acceptable?
But while you change in a subtle manner within an environment, and its acceptable, what do you do when the environment changes? Do you change with it? Or just accept and adopt like what you did in the first place?Baby says he isn’t happy with the person that I’ve become. Yes that’s what this post is about. Everyone has different notions about everything. So baby and I do differ. He isn’t happy with I guess every single thing I do but is done complaining cuz I don’t listen. I’m tired of making him see a different picture. Its my fault I made him see a beautiful vision and then forced him to reality. But I never meant any harm.
All I wanted to do was live my life, my way before we would be man and wife and then I’d paint the beautiful picture for him once again. I know it’s within me and I never intended otherwise. The kids, the vacation, the religion – the life that we wanted – would all be there. I don’t plan to exist like this forever. However, when I come to defending myself, I got no words. In my heart I know I’ve changed a lot more than anyone – especially he – would like.And I have no idea what to do to make things right without feeling I’m compromising.
To me compromise sounds really harsh. Tell me, is compromise a bad thing or is it my head?
GUYS GUYS :)
Nie MyNew frend :)
Nme dea Amirul azhar :)
cute bukan dea ? mmg dea cute . dea now dh jadi kwn i :)
n dea kwn bru i . so korg jgn pkir bukan bukn pulak psl i dgn dea okey.
terutame mybf la kn ? b u jgn pikir laen tau ? i dgn amirul just frend :)
urm nthing to says :)
hope kite dpt jadi kwn selame lame nye amirul :)
loveyou KAWAN :)
Nie MyNew frend :)
Nme dea Amirul azhar :)
cute bukan dea ? mmg dea cute . dea now dh jadi kwn i :)
n dea kwn bru i . so korg jgn pkir bukan bukn pulak psl i dgn dea okey.
terutame mybf la kn ? b u jgn pikir laen tau ? i dgn amirul just frend :)
urm nthing to says :)
hope kite dpt jadi kwn selame lame nye amirul :)
loveyou KAWAN :)
Saturday, December 4, 2010
So sweet :) today sgt happy dea msej i . omg ske sgt sgt wlaupun dea bz dea sentiase ingt kt i :)
thanx b cuz u sudi jadi sebahagian hidup i ;) i happy sgt doe ! xtau nk ckp mcm mne lgi :) iloveyou :)
but u kne ingt jgn tggl kn i cuz i btl btl sygg kn u b :( plezzz dear :( nthing to says :)
ILOVEYOU DEAR <3
thanx b cuz u sudi jadi sebahagian hidup i ;) i happy sgt doe ! xtau nk ckp mcm mne lgi :) iloveyou :)
but u kne ingt jgn tggl kn i cuz i btl btl sygg kn u b :( plezzz dear :( nthing to says :)
ILOVEYOU DEAR <3
Monday, November 29, 2010
hye hye :)
nie la perlajar perlajar spm 2010 .
hahaha :)
mse ni la nak kite org nak snap gmbr buat kenangan oh . myb sfter SPM sudah xjmpe lagi urrm :(
sedih gler oh ;( bler la dapat jmpe korg lagi lpas ni . and nnty sudah xdgr gelak korg buat lawak smue kn ?
grrrrrrr ! but korg jgn la lupe aku doe ! ingt ingt la or msej aku . dah la rumah masing masing jauh ;(
WAKTU SPM kite smue suke keluar awal :) heheheh .
perlajar laen smue bjet perlajar cermelang kn kn ?
JOKE JOKE JE DOE ! HAHAHA :)
lagi lagi ain dea la yg ske keluar dewan lmbt oh. bjet dea la pling cermelang la kn ? HAHAHA ,sorry sygg i joke la :) jgn marah doe ! ILOVEYOU MYGURL
HERNITA,ADA,SANDRA,AIN,SYGG KORG DOE !♥ ♥
Friday, November 26, 2010
Thursday, November 25, 2010
sorry guys dah lame x on blog i ni.
must all look weird pictures i kn?Do not ask again is anyone?haha:)I really miss this blogger right!urm.do not know how you want to say more!I missed school last year: (Because of this the end of the school; (urm!finished school going to do what?work?stay close to home?
must all look weird pictures i kn?Do not ask again is anyone?haha:)I really miss this blogger right!urm.do not know how you want to say more!I missed school last year: (Because of this the end of the school; (urm!finished school going to do what?work?stay close to home?
Friday, October 29, 2010
nie la kakak kesayangan aku lebah merah ! dea ni la tmpt aku mrngadu mslh meh , dea nie baek sgt2 kadang2 dea xbleh nk lyn kerenah aku ni :) hee . sorry kakak :) sygg dea lol :) comel kn dea n so pretty bgi aku :) kadang2 aku ni ske kcau dea time kje . smpai dea xbleh nk lyn aku :) its okey aku phm dgn kje dea kn ? urm . sygg gler la kt dea ni :) xtau nk ckp ape , yg penting dea tau perangai adk dea mcm mne kn ? imysm la kakaka . hope kte akn kkl lame jdi adk angkt n akak angkt kn ? last skaly aku nk ckp :) iloveyou so much sis :)
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